What happens when you can't get over the hurt in the past? Is there such a thing as giving up because you're still plagued with the sin of bearing grudges, being unforgiving, being paranoid and petty?
Not everyday can be a fairytale but not everyday should be a nightmare. But if I'm living in the shadow and almost giving up on trying, what shall I do?
When days pass and nothing improves, shouldn't we let go of it and find something else that's better? Isn't that logical?
But love blinds and everything is hidden; the rage, the ugliness, the hate, the pretence.
I want to break free. Maybe I'll fall into deeper darkness, maybe I'll learn to find the light. But for now, I shall swim with the shadows entangling me.
