Sometimes the sucky bits of life come in a cycle. Some days I think it's awesome that God made us to relate. We're all meant to be together and love one another in different relationships. Some days, maybe I'm better off alone. People just hurt you, people whom you love, family, friends, colleagues. It's sad that I find people hard to trust these days.
Makes me wonder if I'm prepared for the world at all. I'm 27. So old. But I feel like some kid who's shocked by the kind of things people do these days.
What if I was a low-willed, meek person that just go with the flow? Just keep spinning like a ferris wheel. Would life have been better? Maybe. I guess we'll never know till we try...